mood:
music: Iced Earth - Dante's Inferno
reading: Justina Robson - Mappa Mundi
action: drowning in self-pity, depression and loneliness


I think I could die.
I'm cold - fucking winter, depressed tendency getting worse, alone, my dad keeps annoying me, my mon is sick, and college isn't anything to make me happy.
Inspiration may be with me ocacionally but I haven't much fun or any satisfaction drawing.

I just feel like being in and building my own labyrinth of depression, hate and self-loathing.... and me in between, clueless, alone.

This journal is so pathetic what crap am I writing these days!


What am I complaining, I could be seriously sick, and there are still worse scenarios for me *knocks on wood*.



Club I'm in
And I adopted this one [link] owned by

Now that I know how to get the icons done I'll do some friends list soon, but not today.

mood:
music: Iced Earth - Question of Heaven
reading: MacBeth
action: feeling sick and fearing tomorrow


Peace!
I'm not having that much fun these days... I feel not well... and my dad again is troubling me.
college started again and also I met some nice people it's still annoying. I want a life dammit! But his seems to be all I get.

It's cold here now, not only that I hate autumn when everything is dying, leaving only skelletons of the trees behind, no the cold will also do its part in adding to the depressive mood.

I'm trying to get as much art done as I can... but I'm not having much fun with most of the works... maybe I start finishing the colouring of Setoneph.

Watched the first 2 seasons of Transformers and now the first 2 DVD of the 3rd and I love it, call me a I couldn't care less, I'm an addict now.

has drawn Kessar for me... , go worship him [link] (both twhord and Kessar XD)

I'm also hoping for the both kiribans I caught .

And I have to thank a lot for being a friend and enduring me on AIM almost everyday . @Nak: I'll draw something fot ya, promise... like something including Sithrah and Kini



Well what am I complaining, I could be seriously sick, and there are still wirse scenarios for me *knocks on wood*.



Club I'm in
And I adopted this one [link] owned by

Now that I know how to get the icons done I'll do some friends list soon, but not today.

Depression struck again...

Autumn has come and everything is dying and this doesn't make things better....
At least I'm healthy (*knocks on wood*)...

I don't know what to write else.